Today was a sad day, to part with frens being in the same class for 2 to 4 yrs... Altho the frenship of 2 yrs may be short, i cant deny the fact that the bonds built in between aren't strong.. This may well be the last time we meet each other, chat with each other, or even hug each other...

Everyone will soon go into different classes with different subjects... so sad to lose so much frens in such a short time. 2 yrs is not enuff for frens... Most likely not gonna be in the same class with some close frens or maybe even in the same class as hardly any classmates. Think quite a lot of them will be taking phy, but im giving up on that. Dun wanna fail 2 more yrs.. So most probably taking GCME (geog,chem,maths,econs) and think econs h1 bah.. Leetheng say she gonna take chem h1... so weird 0.0 Think econs shud be the h1 bah, cos heard alot ppl fail econs h2, and econs h1 60+ top lvl i think. so econs is very hard!!! So scared.. Maybe next yr we may be same class?? haha.

Hmm anyone taking GCME pls sms or tag me... Gonna miss 4f so damn much... Bet it's one of the most interesting class ive been. Just like 2h! Hmm was abt to cry in sch when huisee and gloria were crying like mad... think ive nv seen huisee cry b4 and looks quite touching cos she usually shout at us. :x See gloria cry b4 le, so not very suprised, but still gonna miss my laoma gloria for sure. Gonna miss all that smiles, those claws and her wonderful handwriting. Was tearing when i left the class, but cos was going to NP, i didnt cry, and couldnt cry too, cos the ambience totally changed...

Let's see... Gonna miss:
#1 - suaning leetheng and sharing secrets + chat
#2 - suaning boo and playing softball
#3 - my laoma's claws and sharing secrets + chat
#4 - huisee's goodwill nagging + chat
#5 - yujie's company in class
#6 - the class spirit
#7 - the class jokes and laughter
#8 - and everything shared between the class or with anyone in the class...

I admit i hasn't really been a very enthu guy in class, but surely, i'll miss everyone... And i want the photos taken today!! All of them, when u guys have them email them to me pls.. And the sad thing is the photo i took wit my laoma wasnt saved in my phone. i dunno wad went wrong wit my phone. Can only wait til class chalet or something before we can all take photos as the last memo...

Can we still sit down and chat someday?
Can we still share secrets and xin li hua?
Can we still play softball together?
Can we still play bball together?
Can we still joke together?
Can we still go to the very very smelly toilet together??

Can we still be Happy 3 Friends?
"WE ARE HAPPY PEOPLE!!! :)"
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Hmm just went to weeteck's blog and its kinda funny... not rly kind of, i meant it was really funny...>< *趁机酸他* heh. No la im not so bad...

Hmm quite alot of PA stuff today. Morning got celebration for jesslyn's bdae!! Haha. Hmm made announcement for students to go LT1 for morning assembly, and oso ask them to stand for national enthem and etc. Was i good at that?? But was very ganjiong, had to practice before using the mic. Haha. Hmm left maths lesson early at 12 to help out for assembly. Was shiok tho there was nth much to do and i was forced back to class. -.- For PDP, my whole grp nv come!!! wth?? Zilie, jas, dione, laetitia all nv come.. left me!! Then mr lim ask me to be the "group" and in the end i joined gloria's grp. Hmmmm...

Then went PA agn for bounce workshop i think. Its a workshop where some chubby sec 1s get involved with trampolines i think. Look so freakin fun lorh, i wan jump too but dun wan follow their instructions pls... looks very awkward...

Then comes the sad thing... dun wanna say much...
Shuden have left...its all my fault.. Altho she apologised, there's no way i can blame her for anything... i am just a nobody who isn't perfect and i have no rights to ask for anything... Altho all i said was nvm... u think i meant it...? Obviously... i mind...

"It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of your pride"

Was it my pride that kept me from saying anything??
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Yay 1 more week to hols. Then can dye hair!!!!
Bought Gatsby Honey Orange!! Hmm dun stun, its called honey orange but its not that bright actually...
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Hey here's a song by Guo Shu Yao again..爱的抱抱
At first it sounds funny and childish to me, but the lyrics actually made a lil sense to me...haha so amazed.. If u are sad, try listening, the tune is freaking cheerful and u will laff like mad at the dance steps...I kinda noe how to dance along when i saw it once...Pro eh?? Haha no la the steps are easy... :D

爱的抱抱
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DU DU DU DU LU DU DU.. AH HA
DU DU DU DU LU DU DU

手机忽然轻轻的摇
你传来讯息要我早点睡
觉像在你的摇篮 甜蜜蔓延我的嘴角
你对我好 我装不知道
遇见你的微笑 心在不停乱跳
想要逃跑 又怕你走掉
你看出我胆小 张开你的怀抱

爱呀呀呀 喔!爱的抱抱
爱呀呀呀 溶化了烦恼
爱呀呀呀 喔!爱的抱抱
爱呀呀呀 跟着我的心跳

DU DU DU DU LU DU DU..AH HA
DU DU DU DU LU DU DU

有你给我依靠 幸福才有味道
在你的臂弯胡闹 不会被记警告
快乐天天围绕 这里是我的城堡

你对我好 我全都知道
想你想到疯掉 你到底知不知道
爱的问号 让人慌了手脚
就在你的怀抱 答案终於揭晓

待在你的身边 任何事我都做得到
就像幸福的泡泡 在风里飘啊飘
因为有你把我在你怀抱里放好
我才不怕这地球如何动摇
That’s right
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Enjoy!! Have a good laff!!
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Hmm hols seemed so far away, but now its just a week away. Isit true that children will always be happy when holidays come, or am i not a child anymore... Just a week before all of us go separate ways... must it be so sad twice a year? Once for the leaving of NP, but at least we still noe each others' classes and wadever. But now we are going to change classes. Hmm losing very close and familiar faces tho im getting to noe new ones... Can i adapt?

Time seems to be running out... a week to apologise for all my wrongdoings and to thank everyone for wad they have given. Its not enuff. Hmm still looks forward to sqd chalet since they are my closest frens... Many things that we share btwn sqdmates can nv be understood by classmates...Sry for saying that, but everything we went thru in NP will stay with me forever. Aiya just very sad la...

Sqd outing was SUPPOSED to be this weekend, and was SUPPOSED to be planned by me...Sry...i failed... Hmm maybe next week bah, i shud be able to plan something out...But i dunno wad to include???? Lets see... girls prefer shopping(i guess) but guys prefer playing(why???). Be it arcade or bball its fine with we guys haha. But not so fine with the girls.. The only common thing i can think of that both parties enjoy is kbox...But a bit ex hor?? hmmm better not go..*shakes head*... Anyone can suggest?? Laser quest?? Bball?? Arcade?? Shopping?? Singing?? Badmintion?? Or combine?? Bball + Badminton + Shopping + Arcade?? Or maybe Bball + Badminton + Shopping?? Cos the girls dun go arcade...(._.) Hmm by right guys shuden rly enjoy shopping?? like i did last time? But now i dun really mind...Starting to enjoy shopping and also cherish every moment with sqdmates or classmates...

The word cherish reminds me of a O-Xiang-Ju last time. Think its called the Magician's Love or something lidat de. Its got something to do with hairstyling and there was an object - the Cherries hairclip, which symbolized cherish...Cool..

Can i have a hundred of that hairclip?? All of u guys deserve one...
The rest will be for u...
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Yay got a new phone!!! LG Joy!! Heard it doesnt last long... lols. Hopefully mine does.
It comes with a stylus that i almost MUST use cos my finger too fat...

Hmm trying to put in songs and pics cos its totally empty. Eh transfer contacts last nite til i pekcek... The names in my SE phone are e.g Wilson Heng. When it comes over, it becomes Heng, Wilson... I edit til i almost cry can... And after every name there's a bracket showing a digit, dunno wad was that but nided to edit oso. Dulan!!!! But the phone still looks quite nice to me. And woots unlimited sms now!!! WOAH!!! FINALLY!!!! Ok camera upgraded to 5mp(only) but my walkman function is gone. Hmm the file manager is confusing. Dunno how to use yet. Lots of folders that are empty and hard to manage sia. Hmm smsing oso become slower cos not used to it and the dictionary is empty...hardly any of my words.

Hmm but can finally use Wi-Fi. Yay. Accessed my blog thru my phone last nite and posted a reply to gloria. There wrote posting error but today i check have leh, but this post is using a com, or i wud have died typing... haha.

Hmm nth much to post le. I go transfer things to my phone. Post agn when i have something to say!! :D
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Hmm today is sports education programme.

Went for PA in the morning. Hmm coiling of wires improved, but still too small loop, quite ugly and untidy, and got 8-head. Haha. Eunice seemed stressed out by the coiling, cos her first try was with a very very long wire...

Then went for bowling. Woah had a strike (all pins down) for my first practice ball. Yay!! Imba eh?? Haha jkjk. Hmm 1st round of mini tournament won, 2nd round jiantong won. There was once i threw and the ball was going towards the gutter (drain??) by the right, but it spun to the left and went back on track tho it just hit one pin at the last row. Didnt noie my spinning was that pro, or maybe thats beginner's luck?? Haha. Yea it was damn fun!! Played Time crisis II with mao cos it was in the bowling centre!! Shiok ar! Been quite some time since sqdmates last played arcade and so happy together...miss the good old days...

On bus back to sch was funny haha...for those who get it tho...
"Come through the hole..."

Went back to sch and played softball with gloria and zhiying. Ms chong came for a while too. She made everything look so simple tho it was quite hard for me at first. Hmm brave enough to throw hard at girls now. haha. Tho the glove is on the left hand, but becos i am a right hander, i kept catching the balls with my right hand. A bit pain la. Haha. Hmm after that can get used to catching with left hand but still quite hard. Throwing the ball is soooo fun!!! Hmm too bad no bat. Isit called bat?? The stick to whack the ball. Hmm think so bah... Think batting will be fun, but scary if i miss. I can even miss catching the ball, think batting will be times worse...

Learnt softball and bowling today. So fun-filled today. :D Sian tml got dunno wad chinese mock paper or something... Haiz...think its a waste of time.. Why in the world would we need to have a mock paper when eoys just ended? Are the differences rly that big?? Haiz just sian tml...HAIZ~

Hmm look forward to the next:
time i bowl,
time i play softball,
sqd outing,
sqd chalet,
kbox outing and many many mooooore!!!

Oh and found a new nice song - Insomnia, or something lidat.. It's very nice to me. And also quite applicable to me..haha

Hmm nth much le, going off...Buaiiix!!
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Oh yar, forgot abt something. Im in p.a. !! Yay!! Haha.. Passion starts with PA!! Haha. Hmm look forward to having fun inside!!
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Yo! Ps cant think of a suitable title.

Hmm tried to throw a softball today. Softball is HARD! Why the heck is it called a softball given its hardness??? Hmm threw freaking light to leetheng, scared hit her. Hmm not very fun leh, throwing at that strength..haha. :P Didnt try others then walked off to bball!!

Bball improved!! Scored relatively more than usual, and shooting accuracy improved slightly too. After match played shooting wit yujie, and i scored 3 3-pointers in a row!! Yay! Didnt actually noe my 3-pointers could make it, except the tyco 7 in a row 3-pointers at jurong east. Haha. Hmm bball's fun, but wads on my mind made it hard to decide whether i shud score or not...Let fate decide...

Saw manfred today. Hmm jiayous to all taking o levels!! Realised i oso taking for the chinese. Scared i cant make it for the chinese leh, sure tio owned like hell...

Hmm and almost can sing yang cong quite nicely le, except the front too deeeeep for me....grrrr....

CID was fun!! A crapping and toking session for us. Haha. Toked abt sqd chalet and like night cycling, but i dunno how to cycle...lols...Think i go there let ppl longbang only, haha :P

Hmm ok nth much to say le, post again soon!! Cya guys!!
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Hey guys ps.. Haha just realise youtube cannot search for users, or maybe i dunno how to. I dunno how u guys can see my favourites or not, but hmm dunno la. When i figured out le then post abt it agn..Ps..
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It's quite boring after exams at home, where there's practically nth to do, nth to commit to.

Hmm used to commit quite a lot of time to maple, then after that had audition, had cabal and wadever shyt i can play. Now srsly nth to play. Dota got new maps, i dun play them; psp only got a few games and needs to be charged; com no oter games. Damn bored. Even if i go out it seems a lil' boring too. Arcade is so freakin costly; basketball i always lose, i suck at it; shopping without buying is sad :( , and also not much things to do...

Think the best thing i can hope for is a sqd chalet now. Haha. Think chatting wit frens and sqdmates are kinda fun and interesting, yea, when thr's a common topic in btwn.

Went to see jj's blog and just realised ns is coming soon. He's correct, there's a lot to be done before we go in, be it preparations for ns, or other personal stuff. I dun wanna go in so fast. There's a hell lot of things not done yet, no way will i wanna end my youth so early. Its not enuff. Ns seems like nth but hell to me... Who in the right mind wud wanna get into ns. Im not sure if anyone wans, but surely i dun. Not only becos of a shaven head (haha), but the trainings and everything. Will it be just like np?? Will it be as fun tho its tiring. I doubt it is... Things are gonna get serious then... Haiz the more i say i more i scared... Forget it.. Its just 2 more years... Or maybe even less...sadded..

Hmm feel like playing the japanese drum game i played with weeteck that day. Think its called a daigo or daiko, aint sure. Its fun, easpecially cos there are chinese pop songs that we can actually relate to.. Haha.

Still trying to master the song, yang cong( onion i think). Its nice and quite meaningful. But the front is too deep for me, the chorus too high. Like wth?? Why my voice range so short, and its like in the middle of nowhere and i cant reach any of the extremes?? Sianz.

Hmm changed my phone to my bro last time de, cos my 580 not functioning well le, cant make or pick calls. But gotta get used to smsing without those "my words"... The words are all missing and yea, i type slow like dunno wad. Damn slow at typing now. Think gonna sign for student plan in december or something and get a new phone. Hopefully i can..

Wanna learn to dance like Wenzi (mosquito). She dance damn imba. She's from wo ai hei se hui ( i love black triad). Think she's ard my age but she's hundreds of times better than me at dancing. Or to say the fact, i cant dance. Haha. She dances like Show Luo zhi xiang and thats GAY!!! Imba!! Her moves are cool, on-the-beat, explosive, and any other good words i can think of. She's like sort of my idol le la, tho she looks even more like a xmm. Here are the links for her dance videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZb1SI0CJRY (her perfomance)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yS7JaVP1I0Q (she dance with Show)

Hmm yea enjoy!! More can be found in my favourites on youtube. Find xDeathCruZx bah.
Haha yea, going off. BB!!
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Lols xmm is xiao mei mei in case anyone dunno, haha. Wtf i just noe today from mao that guo shu yao is actually only 16 yr old. Wth!!! And her figure is damn good, think is f cup...sry it sounds sick but its serious. She's imba... but very short.

Hmm went out with weeteck and mao wanted to buy my bdae present (thx!!) but we went to buy leetheng's first. Anyway mine alr late le so dun make another person de late. Haha. Got a converse top for her, hopefully it fits and she likes.

Spent the whole afternoon looking for mine and her present, at vivo and at jp. Saw a quite nice one at puremilk but was quite ex, and its a polo-tee dunno if she'll wear. So we went on to find and ended at converse. Hmm so a few ppl shared, me, weeteck, mao and shannon.

Hmm ok nth much to say le. Happy bdae to leetheng!

Byes!!
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Guo shu yao is sooo chio!!! Haha..

Haha tho she acts cute but she still looks very cute and chio. Haha. Hmm she's a new singer i think ard 20 yr old bah, not sure. Think she's from taiwan, since the first time i saw her was on channel [V] Taiwan. Haha last time heard her Ai de bao bao but thinks her Fang qi ni sounds better. But the above pictures her eyes are quite fake. Fake lashes with grey contacts, very clear when zoomed in. Haha. I wan contacts too, very nice!! But think very ex, and i hum abt wadever infection all that. Lols. Oh and she loves to pout!! So cute when she pouts. Haha. Hmm my youtube favourites got add her MVs, can find by finding my youtube account - xDeathCruZx.

Oh and tried to learn to sing yang cong, cos realised it was quite nice. Haha. Hmm and just realised Lan yan jing is actually quite nice, not as bad as i used to think. Haha.

Hmm think nth much le. Post again when i feel like it. :p

Haha byes!!

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Hey here's a nice sone by Guo Shu Yao!!

放弃你
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我想我并不聪明
我没有你的机灵
在爱情变质之前我没反应
没察觉你的表情

你知道我不聪明
所以才选择放弃
放弃去猜你每一个反应
去猜你是否变心

放弃你 放弃爱情
放弃了所有权利
连自己都知道这不公平
放弃你 放弃自己
放弃了爱的权利
放弃你等於放弃我自己

所以我选择放弃
放弃去猜该如何留住你
放弃了所有回忆

Enjoy!!
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Yay internet is finally back!!

Hmm ok first b4 i forget, thx to all who wished me happy bdae cos some i nv post last time.
Then hmm yea added some new tags...
And eoys finally over, woots, was on the verge of breaking down.

Hmm went to help out at shen tan(神坛) over friday, sat and sun. Hmm tho was quite tiring but very fun!!!! Hmm got to noe some helpers there, like kok, michael, zong, jim, lai and some others. Hmm got to see some new gods too, through possession of human body, like fa zu gong(法祖公), shan cai tong zi(善才童子), and da sheng fo zu(大聖佛祖).

Im not sure abt fa zu gong, hmm shan cai tong zi is a child god, and da sheng fo zu is a monkey god. Haha shan cai tong zi was fun!! He went to draw on ppl's faces, gave out candy and "money luck". He had a lollipop in his mouth and likes to drink coke. haha. His assistant scared he may swallow the lollipop and wanted to help, but all he said was swallow oso nvm. Haha. Then when monkey god come, he imitated his voice(monkey screams) and laugh by himself. Very funny. Then he ran after the monkey god. Hmm overall was damn fun tho it lasted quite long like till 1+ 2+ midnight.

Tho its abt gods, accidents do happen...A guy got possessed by guan yin (觀音)when he was merely asking stuff from ji gong(济公). But guan yin soon left and he was fine. He was a 乩童( one who can be possessed by god) too. He had leg problems and needed a crutch to walk properly but when he was "possessed", he could walk properly and even jump.

Yea everything sounds weird and impossible, but i do believe the presence of gods...after witnessing all these...

Hmm i very interested in joining to be an assistant in the rites and rituals but think not everyone can join. Hopefully i get to join luh, then can learn how to do all those rituals. :D

Hmm nth much to say le...just damn happy that internet's back!! :D
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