Lols today is aces day, hmm shud be all children exercise simultaneously or something like dat. Was supposed to be dismissed at 10.30 but overrun, til dunno wad time, anyway enjoyed most of the performances and games.haha.

For games had chapteh and hmm a paper ball?? yea chapteh was quite fun looking at ppl scolding clement haha. The ball wasnt so fun haha, they burst easily..lols. Hmm performance was not bad, tho PA didnt notice the volume was too high?? :P I like the color riots and gefang most. Haha actually shaowei's singing arent as bad as they say, it was quite nice and the girl that sang with him sang very well...Envious of her voice, haha. And heard yunrong didnt sing to his standard today, sadded cant hear his singing, heard its nice! And the Nobody by wondergirls was a pretty good dance by Francis, haha nice joke too! Gloria oso jokes abt joining gefang haha, with me and weikiat trying to psycho her in.haha.

Then after that was supposed to go see a pri sch teacher, but i pangsehed. Ps. Went to play bball with zilie, zhiwei, les, loo, jj, kitkay, leroy, and clement, hopefully nv miss out anyone. And the ending of one of the game me and zhiwei showed our imba teamwork again, tho i missed a few, but nice game. After that miss selina chong joined us for a game. Haha she's no butter fingers worh. Then after rain big big, waited for quite a while b4 leaving sch.

After that went to my house there played bball wit my pri / sec sch frens for a while, then played with strangers after they left. Woots a full court match. Score was quite even throughout the game and i chopped in 3 out of 4 2-pointers. haha shiok. I even heard ppl say " wahsiao jiang zhun !!" Haha feel damn shuang. Then i tried crossover a guy and succeeded, got girls beside the court say wah, heng i nv laugh.. Hmm in the end lost... cos minimum nid 1 3-pointer then my team no one can, only me tried 4 but all missed...emo.haha.

Hmm ok nth much to say le, thats all for today. :)
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Yo guys, thx for all that cared abt me. tyty. I'm fine =)

Through this incident, i jus realised actually still got a few ppl care abt me de. Hehe. I'm happy enuff.

Hmm now everything's back to normal, hmm hopefully. I think it is. So all this happened just as a hoo hah or something, dunno wad to say. lols. And yar, trying to tag and link more ppl, hopefully can have more links from my blog, cos my blog seems so damn empty. Ps im a failure blogger. Haha. Yay tml aces day, got early dismissal. Feel like going back to pri sch to try dunking but dunno if anyone is going back...Dun even noe if i can reach the pri sch rim, haha.

And lols got nth much to say le, haha next time i'll post again. Thx again to those.

*Sry for messing up ur life...sry...i feel very guilty towards you...
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It's been long, since i last posted. Now that i realise, blog is still the best thing i can rely on. Today, i'm killed by love. I feel as if my heart has ceased pumping, since u shattered my heart with just an excuse...But wads the use for it to pump, when there is no love, neither for me nor from me...Tho my blog is coming alive once again, i'm now the one losing my soul.

To those who are willing to hear me out, thx...If not, just gtfo, stfu and leave...
Dun probe, dun ask...just read and understand me...

2 days ago, yujie and i were quite emo. It was when i realised how lucky a guy he is. At least the one he likes replies, i could hardly get a reply from her. Everytime she replies, i would always smile like a retard. Her replies are so damn treasured and rare...she can hardly reply on time, or maybe i can hardly get her to reply me on time. I felt jealous of someone when she went out with him, and even to the movies...wth. It's only the 2 of them...Each time she talks abt him, my heart hurts. She and him go along quite well, and she is always full of praises for him. How i wish she was toking abt me, even if she thinks im a joke or an ass, as long as she toks abt me, im happy enuff to know she actually realise my presence...I feel that maybe she's too good for me, im not that worthy of her love. I tried my best to do anything i could...i tot of this song...

我不配
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这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气 在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪 在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅 隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏 你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细 写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你 你却微笑地离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅的情节
你好累 你默背 为我掉过几次泪 多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪 你的美
我不配

I could always remember "一些些 应该体贴的感觉我没给"...i tried to care more for her, but its useless..Maybe im really not worthy of her. Yesterday, i asked if i could ever stand a chance to jio her...Nice answer i got, "i dunno"...I was foolish enuff to believe her excuse that its becos of too much work that she didnt want to get into a relationship, i even felt better after she said "it's nth to do with u"... I'm so damn stupid to believe that. I tot maybe it could be an excuse, but hopefully its true. I even said i'll wait for her...lols. Only today did i realise from a classmate that it's just an excuse...I immediately felt emo but had to hide my sorrows behind my smile...I should have known better, not to let her noe that i like her. I rather continue to be in my dreams of her than to get a rejection out of it. I felt emo the whole day...How i wish she could noe wad i felt, but she will never. Doubt she even noes i have a blog, thats y im writing here...I had no courage to ask her, no courage to face her, now, not even the courage to tok abt her. I dun wan this feeling of dying again...I know she gave that excuse probably because she didnt wan to lose a fren...but she never knew, this way, it would kill me even faster. Its hard trying to get her off my mind, even harder trying to act as if nth happened. I hate myself...I'm a devoted, foolish retard of love...Why couldnt she just reject me str8 in the face, rather than letting me realise it myself...I want to be mad at her, make her hate me so that i wun feel anything for her, but i just cant bring myself to do it. Sry to break my promise of waiting, but i noe u wun give a damn abt it...I feel so hopeless and helpless..Maybe the guy that seem more dao suits her more, and hopefully she can find someone thats worthy of her...

我不配... she will never understand this feeling, this kind of pain that im suffering...
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